“ The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad.
John Mayer
if only...
Being replaced isn’t so bad. You know it hurts like hell for a while, but then you finally breathe and soak in the freedom. For so long I was missing so much. I forgot about myself, about my happiness, about my future. There were so many times that I tried to convince myself that I wasn’t worth it, but no one should ever make you feel like that. Now I can say I’m worth it. I’ll do anything for someone I love, but unless they would do the same for you it’s not worth your time. Keep moving forward, every step you take is leading somewhere. One day you’ll find someone at the other end of the road waiting for you. And right there in that moment you’ll know that you have someone that knows what they have when they have you. That is when you realize that you deserve every bit of that happiness.
I guess the hardest part about letting go is the pain in your heart telling you that there is some sort of mistake, because you know that this was really meant to be. It’s like a secret that is kept in your heart that no one else can see yet. You know you’re supposed to be with him, but he just doesn’t see that yet. How long do you sit waiting for him to realize that the happiness he’s been searching for his entire life has been right in front of him this whole time. Well if your heart is telling you that this is it, you can’t just let go…you have to hold on. If you love him you’ll hold on to him until it’s the right time for both of you.
